An Empty Feeling.

I don't even feel like we're together anymore. You get mad over the littlest things ever! & it's not even a big deal. You make me feel like I always gotta change something about myself to keep you. Become the "image" that you want to see. Well I am not what you want me to be. I don't say nothing about you at all, I don't ask you to change nothing about yourself. But you, oh you. You ask for a lot. The only thing that I ever asked you to do was choose your words wisely when your talking to me. But still, you couldn't do that for me. I feel like I'm losing myself to keep up with you. Now I don't even know what I should do with you. I want to stay together, but then I don't. When we're together, everything seems into place. When we're not, when we're talking on aim, we argue like it's nothing. & when you threatened me with a break up, I really felt like I did want to break up. But then, again, I don't want to. I really don't want to do something that I might regret. I don't wanna sit around & wonder what's good with you. Why do you gotta make things difficult for me?