Friends Forever?

Now we all know the term, "friends forever," right? For some reason, I don't think it applies as much as people would try to say & keep. As much as I wanna stay close to that one friend, the more I feel different from them. We go to different schools, we both hang out with two COMPLETELY different groups of people, & we're always busy. You will always be close to me in my heart, but at times, I just feel like I'm not as important as I thought I should be. You made that choice long ago, & that is probably the reason why we're not as close anymore. But we're only human. No one is perfect. & I can't blame you for the choice you made. It's totally up to you, & it bothers me so much because it's not the choice I wanted you to choose. No matter how hard I try, I can't get as close to you like how I use to. I wish we could go back in time to relive those moments where we were so close to each other. I guess that's what high school does to people. It shows us that we will change once high school has started, & where we stand in our relationship. I just want us to connect like how we used to.

9:54 pm.