ugh ugh UGH

i'm jealous, i know i am. having other girls coming & talking to you, makes me JEALOUS. i hate it. i feel like i lost you, the sweet guy that i always had. but now, i feel like i'm losing you forever. i know i don't really show it as much right now, but at this very moment, i realized, i don't wanna lose you. but i guess that you don't want to have anything to do with me at this moment. is this supposed to get me to come running back to you? if it is, it's really stupid. you make me mad all the time, you say things too honestly, but i'm still connected to you somehow. you make me not want to let go at all. but iono how to tell you. i want to tell you so bad, but for some reason, i feel like you don;t care at all. that you just forgot about me, left me behind. I don't want an on & off yes, but i do just wanna keep you with me always<3 can you at least just give me a clue? somehow show me tell me if you want me to stay or not. i don't wanna sit & wonder what's good with you.

YOU! OMG, you piss me off at times. Your a hypocrite! you do something to me, i don't worry about it, i do the same, you get pissed. SHIT. don't do things that you don't want people to do to you! & you didn't even know my friend at all, & randomly take his shirt? what the fuck man. that's effin rude, i mean, coming from him, it's cool cause you know you. but your a friend stealer! i notice that on you i swear. Your just like my sister, & that's what i hate about you. You use people to get to know more people so you can be known. i hate how you try to steal MY friends away from me. get your facts straight i swear, you may know more people than me, but you can never find good friends like i have. Being popular means NOTHING to me. You act just like pisey right when she started. you just try hard to get attention. i'm getting sick & tired. i don't wanna even hang around with you anymore. you act such like a real cheerleader. always gotta have things your way i swear. get what you want, & leave the rest. what kind of friend are you?