Stupid. Stupid. Stupid Thoughts.

My thoughts bring me to a deeper problem. If I had just waited like I wanted, we wouldn't have had this problem. I had a lot to say to you, but couldn't say it at all when it came along. I don't want you to make arrangements just cause I complained about it. I just want you to at least make a little more time. I'm not who I was in sixth grade anymore. I'm sorry if you liked that old me better than what I am now. But I'm not gonna try anymore. I tried so hard to get that person back. But you know what? People change. The world changed. Everybody's into different stuff, not the same old things before. I'm not gonna put myself out there to make people like me, doing the things people like to do now. No, I'm gonna do what I wanna do. Giving in to pier pressure is not me. Happy Fourth of July.

2:25 pm.