I hate this, I hate this, I HATE this.

Why did I act the way I did! I thought that I could just do this but when I saw you, I wanted you to feel jealous. Regret all of the things that you did to me. Get you to realize that for once you weren't right, that sometimes it's your fault. But you had always blamed everything on me what is completely wrong with me I feel so vunerable, so jealous, so out if control. Someone please help me :(

why.

why do i always feel jealous towards you? when it comes around, i always get this jealous feeling. am i wrong to feel this way? is this a sign showing me something? i'm not even sure if i'm reading the signs right. sigh feelings, you confuse me.