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Please tell me, am I really a bad person?

do i look like a toy to you?

quit playing with me! am i nothing but dirt to you? we used to be so close to each other. & now you act like you don't even know me at all. i'm trying to build up the courage to actually fix this. but every time i try, i fail. your not the same person you were back then. i know that people change, but you. YOU. you completely changed! i don't even know what to do with you anymore. i'm going insane in my head. i don't know what to do anymore. can you just give me a sign? time is running out, i'm running out of patience. can you please tell me red light or green light.

without words.

Is it wrong? Am I in the wrong here? I feel like a horrible person. Every time you pop up in my head, I have all of this guilt built up in me. I feel like crying every time I think about it. Why is that? I guess I know myself. But what can I do? It happened in the past, & I can't go back & change it.

confusion?

okay so i do this one thing, & it's supposed to make me happy. but when i look back at it, it blows in my face? why am i so messed up in the head? shit.