FLASHBACK.

Watching asian dramas make me think of the good times in the past. Making me remember why I watch them in the first place! I always wanted to be just like the main character in those dramas, always being the better person, doing the right thing, always look for the good side of people. But when I get back to reality, THAT'S SO NOT ME. HAHA. I tried to be that before, I can't be nice all of the time! I have to be mean at some point. (; My "niceness" only lasts for two hours. What an accomplishment right? :D

So tomorrow's the last day of Volleyball, I'm going to miss our group. It was fun while it lasted team<3 Let's make the best out of it, shall we? (: Basketball! Here I come!

YOU! Even when you disappeared from me, YOU keep coming back to me some how! WHY. Is this a sign for me? GO AWAY. I'm living very happily without you right now! I don't want to hear about you anymore. I want to live happily without you for a least 2 months. GO AWAY.

Don't leave so soon! We're this close! I HATE YOUR PARENTS. Your gonna leave me alone in A1 now :[ Come back soon sweet cheeks<3

So I'm looking forward to this Saturday<3 Hmart, Yogurtland, & trick or treating! How great is that?

what are you?

your a different person now. i can't believe this from YOU. i heard lots & lots of things, but i can't get myself to believe it. you do this & that, you say this & that. but where do i fall under? just forget it. i can't see you the same anymore. save the drama, because i am done being helpful. you have lost my trust.

daydreaming.

i've always have big dreams. i wanna do this, i wanna do that. i want this, i want that. i can think of a million things that i want to have in my life, but i can never achieve them. i've always been the dreamer, not the pursuer.

you are amazing<3

How do you do it? Whenever my days are going bad, you end up making it the best day ever. Every time I'm with you, you make me forget about everything that was happening, & see everything that is happening to me right at that moment. You make me wanna spend more time with you. You are unbelievable<3

slowly fading away.

i miss you terribly, deeply. i feel like i;m missing a piece of me. do you know how hurt i feel inside? are you doing this on purpose? i can completely understand if you are, but is this the right way to do things? can't you just be honest & tell me? i don't wanna sit & wonder each & every day. i'm losing myself, & i'm also losing you. i'm one of those people who just love to wish & wish & wish. but never strives towards what they want. just quit playing games with me okay? be honest & tell me the truth. i'm tired of waiting.

i don't think i know the true meaning of friends anymore, truly i don't. i don't have friends who care for me anymore. they're just people whose there. i want people who i can enjoy my time with, do thinks for me so i can question myself why do i have such good friends.

do you honestly think that your a good friend? no your not. friends would never do that, they would never think of that. i hate you. i feel like you just love putting on a show, just to get the attention. i just can't believe you. you never have my trust again.